Found in Humility

Anne Bradshaw • January 3, 2023

Regret is a Thief

Reflecting on Genesis 32. Jacob is preparing to meet up with Esau and the regrets of younger years are producing fear of retribution and stealing his peace. I can identify with Jacob here and I can think of two reasons for what Jacob is experiencing. The first would be that there is indeed something Jacob needs to come to terms with. His actions caused harm regardless of the fact that he may or may not have been justified in what he did or that he was simply obeying his mother. He went along with it whether or not he knew what he was doing at the time. Secondly, he needs to recognize and apply the wisdom maturity has brought him. He is a bit older than he was and has experienced similar deceitfulness that he used against Esau. He reaped what he sowed. Time to "face the music" and he's getting a chance to do it in person. Esau was on his way.


Starting a new year can bring reflection of the old and  Jacob isn’t alone in having regrets. Everyone has them and they can produce shame and fear, just like Jacob experienced. And like Jacob, some even try to gift their way to forgiveness, I know I have. I remember laying awake at night agonizing over past mistakes made wishing for a “do over.” However, wallowing in regret or remorse over past decisions and mistakes only stole my peace and joy, (not to mention my sleep) it never did fix or change anything regarding in the past. On a positive note, the past cannot define who we are presently, nor can it determine what the future will be.  If regret is experienced, it is because maturity has allowed us to see the difference between right and wrong, and it takes humility (not humiliation) to accept the difference and respond accordingly. 


Remaining in a "regretful or remorseful" place does not make one mature nor does in in any way make things “right”. It is not a way to stay “humble,” either as some Christian traditions tend to indicate by constant "sin and damnation" teachings.  Christ already paid for our sins and remaining in that place of condemnation adds nothing to the present, it does not edify anyone. The constant state of condemnation simply denies the saving transformation of Christ at conversion. The abundant life intended by Christ for those who believe, is found through Christ's forgiveness (for self and others) which He made available for all to embrace and walk in the way of blessing.


Don’t get caught in regret. With humility, embrace the forgiveness that in yours in Him for yourself and others, and move forward.


Know Christ, know peace (wholeness).

~Anne

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Dear Reader, It has been on my mind this morning the incredible gift we have in Christ to be members of the Family of God, the Church Jesus is building, citizens of the Kingdom, joint heirs with Christ. We are in His Good Care, always. I’m sure you have also had moments when the appreciation for this gift seems to eclipse the momentary business of daily life. I’m sure you would have your insights as well to add. It is from this place that I am sharing today. My husband and I take time each morning to pray together for family, the Church and the nation. Today when we were praying for our nation and for the people of God, we prayed for those who hear His voice that they would choose obedience above the temptations and the insecurities that they may experience. We prayed for Congress, especially, to be focused on good stewardship of the office they are holding and accomplish the pressing needs of the nation rather than simply the “easy” stuff they can agree on. Our prayers were for those who are not being good stewards of the power and influence they have been given, would now make choices according to the Law of the Spirit of Life or be removed from their places of power and influence until they can fulfill their oath of office responsibly and faithfully. It occurred to me amidst the prayer time, that God really doesn’t need our approval to accomplish His plan. He doesn’t need anyone to be obedient. He invites it. He designed the covenantal relationship with us to not be dependent upon us because He is somehow lacking in something we have, rather He includes us because it is His good pleasure. When I say he doesn’t need us, I mean that He is God all by Himself. He doesn’t need anything from us in order to maintain His sovereignty and Grace and accomplish His plan for humanity that is already in the works. When I was young, I used to think that if I stopped believing in God He would simply vanish. It was quite a revelation to realize I was not that powerful and that whether I believed or not, approved or not, was happy, sad, faithful or disobedient, God was still God. He is faithful to His covenant regardless of my momentary lapses or victories. He loved me and wanted me to have the abundant life promised. Then I learned an even greater truth. It’s not about me. Never was. There is no personal plan of God for my life. It isn’t all planned out. He just knows what is in store and prepares me in advance with all the skills and ability I need to enjoy, endure or receive all that is ahead of me. He’s in my corner, but not for my sake… It’s for everyone. It’s for His kingdom, His righteousness working through me so ALL can have an abundant life promised. I just have a small corner in a much bigger purpose in which to work and follow His leading. It’s not about me... I find that incredibly freeing. I can’t make a mistake that messes up His plan. I’m not that powerful. I am free to choose. I am offered leadership and favor according to His good will for me, for all. If the consequences of sin are experienced, it is because sin carries its own punishment. And sometimes that punishment spills over to others. A drunk driver could have an accident and kill other people. The other people didn’t do anything wrong; the evil of alcohol abuse is at fault. But God still cares and is not defined by the accident. He takes care of His people, but that doesn’t mean we don’t experience the fall out of evil in our world. He promises to walk with us through it. He promises His justice. Evil wears out because it “eats its own” just as a wasting disease will “eat” the host until there is nothing left to survive, then the disease also dies with the host it destroyed. This is evil. God never designed our bodies to host wasting diseases. He didn’t design us to sin. We were meant for more. Evil things have been happening behind the scenes of our government for years. It is now being revealed. Pray with us that the evil will not only be brought to light, but that it will also receive the just judgment of God and His righteousness through His people who are even now, building impenetrable cases to process. We pray for them. We must keep the courts in our prayers that the just judgments of God would be able to work successfully. We must not be discouraged when judges make rulings that are prejudiced, excessive, biased and unfair. Why? Because our hope is in the Lord who is above all and sees all and is faithful to His Covenant with those who believe. God always wins. Those who confront the evil of death, doubt and despair, are not forgotten. The mothers and fathers who lost children to fentanyl, brought in and distributed illegally in our nation, are not forgotten. The people struggling to pay debts, to provide for family and be good stewards are not forgotten. What is needed is for the Church Jesus is building to realize the power of her voice among the nations to make a difference; speak forth the will of God, His one Will, His Just Judgments. What we have currently is a church that is praying in a dozen or more different directions. Because God has Chosen to work through us, is it not important that we steward that responsibility corporately with accuracy rather than personally? Is it a surprise that personal agendas are most likely not God’s agenda? If it is the Church’s mandate to push back darkness and administrate the principles of the Kingdom of God upon the earth, is it any wonder evil has gotten a foothold when we are so busy looking after “me, myself, and I” our own local church food banks and Sunday morning services rather than speaking as one with the whole church against the evil that is even making the food banks necessary? Here's a thought: Maybe those who run the food banks (for example) wonder what purpose they would have if the food banks were not necessary? (just a thought) Would they pray to end the need for something in which they are finding fulfillment? Could the concern for fulfillment, validation, and significance apply to any other Church-run organization made necessary because of the works of evil? I wonder, how many have read Matthew 23 lately? Maybe it isn't that. Maybe the sincere concern for others cannot see past the momentary need to the corporate power of the Faith of God and the one Church Jesus is building to confront the evil source and heal the root of the need. Something to think about, anyway... Grace and peace, my friends. Anne
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