Lost in Iniquity

Anne Bradshaw • December 29, 2022

A Perspective on Jacob's Story

I’ve been working on discipline lately. I’d rather “go with the flow” rather than a schedule. I don’t think I’m alone. As a result, I’m reading through the Bible. This is something that usually breaks down for me about Judges. Some stories I really don’t like, and I’ve come to one in Genesis.


Jacob’s story…is not my favorite. I skim it and read what I’ve been taught, generally. In other words, I have to work hard to strip away what I’ve been told about Jacob’s story and really see what is on the pages.  


So, what is it about the story I dislike so much? It’s an incredibly sad story or bitterness and deceit. Chapter 30, where I am today, describes the rivalry between Rachel and Leah, her sister. How could anyone treat another person this way? How could servants be used in such a personal way just because of the bitterness and blindness of another? Even Jacob gets “hired” for his “services!” And the conniving skills of the daughters of Laban, are not unique to them. If you read earlier in the book of Genesis, you’ll see they had a good teacher regarding deception and manipulation.


And then it dawned on me. What is being shown in this story is the incredible need for a savior. Only through Christ are we able to see people and situations clearly and consider a viewpoint other than our own. Only through Christ, can we forgive and create a new and life-giving relationship out of an old unforgiving one full of bitterness, regret, and anger.


Only through Christ.


The people of Jacob’s time did not have Christ. They did not have His Spirit within to help them, to counsel them, to teach them.


We Do. We have no excuse when we are His. We as believers, are not helpless victims allowing bitterness to take over our lives. This is a choice.


Jacob’s story is a study account in the effects of Adam and Eve’s indulgence with the tree of knowledge of good and evil as it is passed down through generations. The fruit of which allows one to be deceived by evil, to consider a way other than that which gives life to all. It makes us selfish and full of fear. God did not want us to live like this forever, thus the barring of Adam and Eve from the tree of Life until a way could be made for Christ.



These are my thoughts on the story so far. I’ve only gotten to chapter 30. I welcome your response, what have you seen?

Blessings,

Anne

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Dear Reader, It has been on my mind this morning the incredible gift we have in Christ to be members of the Family of God, the Church Jesus is building, citizens of the Kingdom, joint heirs with Christ. We are in His Good Care, always. I’m sure you have also had moments when the appreciation for this gift seems to eclipse the momentary business of daily life. I’m sure you would have your insights as well to add. It is from this place that I am sharing today. My husband and I take time each morning to pray together for family, the Church and the nation. Today when we were praying for our nation and for the people of God, we prayed for those who hear His voice that they would choose obedience above the temptations and the insecurities that they may experience. We prayed for Congress, especially, to be focused on good stewardship of the office they are holding and accomplish the pressing needs of the nation rather than simply the “easy” stuff they can agree on. Our prayers were for those who are not being good stewards of the power and influence they have been given, would now make choices according to the Law of the Spirit of Life or be removed from their places of power and influence until they can fulfill their oath of office responsibly and faithfully. It occurred to me amidst the prayer time, that God really doesn’t need our approval to accomplish His plan. He doesn’t need anyone to be obedient. He invites it. He designed the covenantal relationship with us to not be dependent upon us because He is somehow lacking in something we have, rather He includes us because it is His good pleasure. When I say he doesn’t need us, I mean that He is God all by Himself. He doesn’t need anything from us in order to maintain His sovereignty and Grace and accomplish His plan for humanity that is already in the works. When I was young, I used to think that if I stopped believing in God He would simply vanish. It was quite a revelation to realize I was not that powerful and that whether I believed or not, approved or not, was happy, sad, faithful or disobedient, God was still God. He is faithful to His covenant regardless of my momentary lapses or victories. He loved me and wanted me to have the abundant life promised. Then I learned an even greater truth. It’s not about me. Never was. There is no personal plan of God for my life. It isn’t all planned out. He just knows what is in store and prepares me in advance with all the skills and ability I need to enjoy, endure or receive all that is ahead of me. He’s in my corner, but not for my sake… It’s for everyone. It’s for His kingdom, His righteousness working through me so ALL can have an abundant life promised. I just have a small corner in a much bigger purpose in which to work and follow His leading. It’s not about me... I find that incredibly freeing. I can’t make a mistake that messes up His plan. I’m not that powerful. I am free to choose. I am offered leadership and favor according to His good will for me, for all. If the consequences of sin are experienced, it is because sin carries its own punishment. And sometimes that punishment spills over to others. A drunk driver could have an accident and kill other people. The other people didn’t do anything wrong; the evil of alcohol abuse is at fault. But God still cares and is not defined by the accident. He takes care of His people, but that doesn’t mean we don’t experience the fall out of evil in our world. He promises to walk with us through it. He promises His justice. Evil wears out because it “eats its own” just as a wasting disease will “eat” the host until there is nothing left to survive, then the disease also dies with the host it destroyed. This is evil. God never designed our bodies to host wasting diseases. He didn’t design us to sin. We were meant for more. Evil things have been happening behind the scenes of our government for years. It is now being revealed. Pray with us that the evil will not only be brought to light, but that it will also receive the just judgment of God and His righteousness through His people who are even now, building impenetrable cases to process. We pray for them. We must keep the courts in our prayers that the just judgments of God would be able to work successfully. We must not be discouraged when judges make rulings that are prejudiced, excessive, biased and unfair. Why? Because our hope is in the Lord who is above all and sees all and is faithful to His Covenant with those who believe. God always wins. Those who confront the evil of death, doubt and despair, are not forgotten. The mothers and fathers who lost children to fentanyl, brought in and distributed illegally in our nation, are not forgotten. The people struggling to pay debts, to provide for family and be good stewards are not forgotten. What is needed is for the Church Jesus is building to realize the power of her voice among the nations to make a difference; speak forth the will of God, His one Will, His Just Judgments. What we have currently is a church that is praying in a dozen or more different directions. Because God has Chosen to work through us, is it not important that we steward that responsibility corporately with accuracy rather than personally? Is it a surprise that personal agendas are most likely not God’s agenda? If it is the Church’s mandate to push back darkness and administrate the principles of the Kingdom of God upon the earth, is it any wonder evil has gotten a foothold when we are so busy looking after “me, myself, and I” our own local church food banks and Sunday morning services rather than speaking as one with the whole church against the evil that is even making the food banks necessary? 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